I wager I must have had some stingy examiner for me to fail my English. Again. Imagine, all that stressing over coursework getting done, and I end up with the same grade as last time. U. FAIL. Even my teacher was surprised, because he said although it wasn’t great it certainly wasn’t a fail. I thought my creative bit would have at least bumped my mark a bit. But, sadly, it was not meant to be. I don’t know what to do because Mutay explained that my AS grade also affects my A2 grade, so my E in English will drag down my overall grade and I want at least a B in English. FML. FML. FML. How depressing.
Hopefully going to see Alice in Wonderland tomorrow with Mutay if she’s feeling up to it. I heard it got mixed reviews; but I want to see it for myself before I make a decision, obviously, and hello. Johnny Depp. He looks totally weird in this film but aw, you gotta love that guy. He’s an amazing actor. I watched Sherlock Holmes the other day. Robert Downey Jr. Fight scene. No top. I seriously thought I had died. Jude Law, you can move over – it’s all about RDJ. RDJ is honestly a BAMF.
Oh, I couldn’t help it. I seriously couldn’t help it. There’s a great, huge fucking sea separating us and I tried to use that to stop me but it didn’t help. I know at least that feelings aren’t one-sided. How can you not fall for someone when they stay up until 6 in the morning talking to you and even though their family is sleeping and it’s like 2 in the morning over there they still come on Skype and talk to you even though they have to talk real quiet and slow. Seriously, how? I’ve spent a lot of time fretting over the situation with Mutay. I am so glad she’s there. If S does come in August then that’s all dandy and fine but I’m scared about after. When he leaves. What will happen then? If I go university, I’ll be a mess most likely and according to Mutay with the added stress of starting uni, missing friends and family, making new friends. FML. Whatever. I’ll just take one day at a time. Although I would prefer it if I could just stay here. Right now.
Being the huge fangirl that I am, I bought my two monthly sci-fi magazines. SFX and Doctor Who magazine. Can I just say SFX has stolen my heart with the 3D cover they have on this month’s issue. That’s right, 3D. They are so amazing, they made a 3D cover. 3D, 3D, 3D. I bloody love them. I swear I spent half an hour just sitting on my bed looking at the cover and thinking just how great it is.
Doctor Who; Series 5; SPRING 2010.
So, that’s like next month. OMFG. I hope. OMFG. I’m fine, just a little jittery now. OMFG. Technically it’s the 31st series. But, eh.
PS. I’ve started watching Revolutionary Girl Utena. Anime is good for the soul.