Spring 2010

I wager I must have had some stingy examiner for me to fail my English. Again. Imagine, all that stressing over coursework getting done, and I end up with the same grade as last time. U. FAIL. Even my teacher was surprised, because he said although it wasn’t great it certainly wasn’t a fail. I thought my creative bit would have at least bumped my mark a bit. But, sadly, it was not meant to be. I don’t know what to do because Mutay explained that my AS grade also affects my A2 grade, so my E in English will drag down my overall grade and I want at least a B in English. FML. FML. FML. How depressing.

Hopefully going to see Alice in Wonderland tomorrow with Mutay if she’s feeling up to it. I heard it got mixed reviews; but I want to see it for myself before I make a decision, obviously, and hello. Johnny Depp. He looks totally weird in this film but aw, you gotta love that guy. He’s an amazing actor. I watched Sherlock Holmes the other day. Robert Downey Jr. Fight scene. No top. I seriously thought I had died. Jude Law, you can move over – it’s all about RDJ. RDJ is honestly a BAMF.

Oh, I couldn’t help it. I seriously couldn’t help it. There’s a great, huge fucking sea separating us and I tried to use that to stop me but it didn’t help. I know at least that feelings aren’t one-sided. How can you not fall for someone when they stay up until 6 in the morning talking to you and even though their family is sleeping and it’s like 2 in the morning over there they still come on Skype and talk to you even though they have to talk real quiet and slow. Seriously, how? I’ve spent a lot of time fretting over the situation with Mutay. I am so glad she’s there. If S does come in August then that’s all dandy and fine but I’m scared about after. When he leaves. What will happen then? If I go university, I’ll be a mess most likely and according to Mutay with the added stress of starting uni, missing friends and family, making new friends. FML. Whatever. I’ll just take one day at a time. Although I would prefer it if I could just stay here. Right now.

SEE ALSO:  University Confessions

Being the huge fangirl that I am, I bought my two monthly sci-fi magazines. SFX and Doctor Who magazine. Can I just say SFX has stolen my heart with the 3D cover they have on this month’s issue. That’s right, 3D. They are so amazing, they made a 3D cover. 3D, 3D, 3D. I bloody love them. I swear I spent half an hour just sitting on my bed looking at the cover and thinking just how great it is.

Doctor Who; Series 5; SPRING 2010.

So, that’s like next month. OMFG. I hope. OMFG. I’m fine, just a little jittery now. OMFG. Technically it’s the 31st series. But, eh.

Chynna x

PS. I’ve started watching Revolutionary Girl Utena. Anime is good for the soul.


  1. March 12, 2010 / 6:41 pm

    Wow, A levels sound so hard! Everyone I know is getting grades like that, is it really hard? I’m sure you’ll still manage to get an overall B though! (:

    AAAH! I WANT TO GO SEE ALICE IN WONDERLAND OMG OMG OMG OMG! Some people say it’s really bad and some people say it’s amazing, but I bet the people who say it’s bad don’t understand it’s wierdness! D: I bet it’ll be great, but I shall reserve judgement until I see it! (:

    Awww, I’m sure everything between you two shall be finee, it’s so cute he stays up late to go on Skype with you (: If he comes to England you should see each other and see how stuff goes, but it will be hard when he leaves, whatever happens, but you can still talk to each other ๐Ÿ˜€


    I got a letter asking if I wanted to accept a place so I think I’m in! ๐Ÿ˜€ I’m doing Chemistry, Geography, Psychology & English Literature. And depending on which college I go to I’m doing an FSMQ or something in maths too. x)
    I love it, wierdly, haha, we actually do loads on our school council, I’m going to try join the Student Union in college too ๐Ÿ˜€

    Oh my days it killed me when I had to delete my photo’s! I have them backed up somewhere but I can’t find the external harddrive with them on D: BAD TIMES INDEED D:


  2. March 13, 2010 / 4:16 am

    Alice in Wonderland was awesome! I liked Johnny Depp’s acting there!

  3. March 13, 2010 / 1:36 pm

    Oh my gosh. I am sorry that you failed your English. Is it possible for you to retake the subject again?

  4. March 18, 2010 / 9:05 am

    sorry about you failing english TT^TT I hope it wouldn’t affect much of your overall grade.
    i hear many positive feedbacks about Alice in Wonderland. And Johnny Depp, i love how his character changes for every movie he accepts, like edward scissorhands (is it edward?) , mighty ol jack sparrow, or even willy wonka lol xD

  5. March 18, 2010 / 7:53 pm

    I’m positive that you can manage a B average. I wish you luck!

    Johnny Depp looks weird is all his films to me. Alice in Wonderland looks like a weird movie to me, I might see it one day but right now it really isn’t holding any interest of mine.

    I’m guessing you talking about a boy, that you like! He’s making some scarifices getting on Skype for those late night sessions. I promise I love them, if only I had someone now *sigh*

    The boy is. . .

  6. Steph
    March 18, 2010 / 9:09 pm

    Chynna!! you are soo cute! its weird to see your online world..like I know you but this is different, you seem different if you know what i mean ๐Ÿ˜€ anyways don’t worry about your english I don’t know why I’m telling you this now because I can tell you in person like tomorrow for bloody media with that skinny egotistic fool!

    • Chynna Ashley
      March 22, 2010 / 10:50 am

      Lol, is that a good different or a bad different. I kind of see where you’re coming though – cause I’m certainly not some sappy person IRL. Guess all the sappiness gets channeled onto here ๐Ÿ™‚ I need some kind of outlet; haha. See you later in Media x

  7. March 23, 2010 / 2:57 am

    we get back to school by june. ๐Ÿ˜€ when is your summer there?

  8. March 24, 2010 / 7:49 pm

    So does that mean that your Easter Break is also tied into your Spring Break? If so that sucks here we get the full Spring Break and by the time Easter rolls around we get that little break. I didn’t realize how close were were to Easter. This year is going by mighty fast already =)

    Lol, yep. I agree with you. Now if you and this mystery man were just talking daily through IMs and sending pictures and stuff then they would have the benefit of the doubt but you two do web chats! You may not get the full experience but it’s good enough! I can’t wait until I get my new laptop already, maybe we can talk via Skype on day ๐Ÿ˜‰

    I finally finished reading the 4th book of the series and now that I’m done I’s say it isn’t ALL that what some people to make it seem to be. Actually it is overrated. I like it and all but geeeez. And Robert Pattison isn’t cute AT ALL. You ever heard of Robin Thicke. .I think it would have made a much better vampire ๐Ÿ˜€

  9. March 25, 2010 / 6:42 am

    dont worry i know that you will get a B in english.. just think positive.. lol hmmm and about alice in wonderland, i havent seen it yet but some of my classmates said it sucks but idk.. we all have different point of views in movies right? i know it sucks having someone so far away.. ive been in a long distance relationship with my US navy guy for a year and that itself is hard =(

  10. March 26, 2010 / 1:57 pm

    Yeah, I hope so too…

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