*EDIT: LINK TO POST WITH STORY ASSOCIATED WITH THIS POST IS HERE (if i didn’t give you the password, you may feel free to ask me what it is and i’ll give it to you. ask nicely, though)*
After a lot of dodging and avoiding replying back to comments (I am really sorry but you know how lazy I am), I’ve finally grabbed some time out of thin air to write a new post. I can tell you one thing… I feel like I’ve been in uni for way longer than I actually have been. SO much has happened in such a short amount of time – some uni related, some personal related. Everything is just cray and moving so fast.
(Just found out I’m going Manchester to get wasted for a friend’s 21st. HELLO.)
I seriously want to write all that has happened since I last blogged but I think that it’s going to take more than one blog post or I just might make a page and write down the shenanigans that have occurred.
Of course, a guy is involved. This is me we are talking about and anything dramatic that happens in my life always involved a guy. But my friend is also involved, so it’s hitting a little closer to home than usual. Sigh. My life is an actual shambles. The thing is this wouldn’t be a situation if she had just told me what we aaallllll know she wanted to say but because we’re girls, she didn’t. Side eye.
I think I’ll just write all this out in a private blog post for you all to read and give out the password to certain people. I know out of my friends, only Mutay knows my URL but you never know. People are sneaky fucks – which I learnt the hard way.
Anyways, once you read the blog post you’ll be pleased to know that I have washed myself off the situation. Obviously, I can’t completely remove myself but I’m so far on the edge I might as well not be included. It’s ridiculous how detached guys can be from things. I also wish I wasn’t so emotional. Especially when drunk. Ugh. I think me and relationships are obviously not meant to be. I mean there’s the guy who had a girlfriend, then there was the guy who I actually thought liked me but then turned around and had some thing with this girl who lives in Canada, and now this.
It’s not that I want a boyfriend, I just want someone to talk to. You know what I mean? Like, yeah sure I can talk to Mutay and my close friends but I just want that connection, you know? I’m only human. We all have needs. Haha.
Anyway, let me keep this short and sweet and stop lamenting as usual. Hopefully a new blog next week. Till then.