a very hectic schedule

I’ve been wanting to blog for ages but I haven’t had the time! I’ve missed blogging so much even though, it’s been what? A cople of days or something. Regardless, a lot of things have happened since I last blogged :]

On Saturday, I met up with my friend, Heidi, who I hadn’t seen in like 5 years. Ridiculously long time, right? I know! It was actually amazing meeting her after so many years. She’s changed only a little since I last saw her but she’s still pretty much the same and it kind of reminded me why were best friends back in year 7 and 8. She says funny words like “chunder” and “banter” – ah, people from Kent amuse me, muchly. We pretty much jumped on any train or bus we could and went everywhere (only because we had day travelcards, haha – ยฃ1.30 for every bus I take? I don’t think so). We also went to Trocaderos (big gaming arcade in Central London) and we both won loads of tickets and I used them to buy us matching smiley bracelets, an inflatable hammer and fake tattos. We munched in McDonalds and waited for Mutay to meet us – from there it was jsut a load of jokes and memories. I love reminsicing – there were so many good things to remember and talk and laugh about. Spent a good deal laughing the whole day. ๐Ÿ˜€


smileeeee.

Unfortunately, I missed the last train to Coventry, so I had stay over and get the train the next day. I was so tired and annoyed the next morning because my sister had unplugged my iPhone from charging (I left my charger at home) and plugged in hers instead even though her iPod Touch was already 100% charged D: I had a nice snooze on the train, though (as usual).

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I also had an refreshing conversation with Rob the other night. When I was little I had alopecia (in which you hair falls out) and the doctors had no clue as to why it happened to me because usually it only happens when you’re stressed but I was only 7 – so, how can I be stressed? I used to get bullied because of it and resorted to wearing hats all the time in primary school until it fully grew which around the age of 9/10. I’ve never really spoken to anyone about it because it’s really hard and I still have a few patches of hair missing on my head and I get really paranoid that people can see them and I get extremely paranoid that they’ll start teasing me about it just like in primary. It happened once in secondary school whilst I was in Science and this girl walked in and came up behind me and announced, gleefully, “CHYNNA’S GOT A BALD PATCH!” and started laughing and pointing for everyone to see. It just made me burst into tears. One of my friends who knew about it because she went to primary school as well just walked me out of the classroom and comforted me which I was really grateful for. Anyway, Rob noticed one of my patches and wanted to know what it was and I wasn’t sure whether I wanted to tell him because it brought up bad memories but later on in the evening, I told him and he said he was relieved actually because he thought I’d had like this massive operation on my head or something and that he bet the bullies aren’t laughing now because I’m beautiful. I feel much, much better about myself now that I’ve told him – I feel, like, if I can tell him that then I can tell him anything (heart)

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I have to book a doctor’s appointment because of my snoring. Apparently, it isn’t even like proper snoring – it’s more like I’m breathing through my nose and sometimes I forget to breathe so I struggle for a while before I remember I can breathe through my mouth as well which is well weird. This is all according to Rob and my mate, Brogan, as well. There’s so many things I want to talk to the doctor about, though, I feel like a walking disaster.

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8 Comments

  1. January 31, 2011 / 11:33 pm

    Bah, I miss blogging too! xD I’m too lazy to return
    comments now, though. It’s great that you got to see your friend
    Heidi again! I love seeing old friends. Sounds like you had a
    really fun time! Ah, reminiscing always makes me happy… A day
    spent laughing is definitely a good one. ^^ Oh, I am sorry about
    your alopecia. D: I bet it was really hard to be bullied for
    something you had no control of when you were younger. It’s really
    sweet that you got to tell Rob and you feel confident and closer to
    him now! He sounds like a really great guy and it’s good that he
    accepts you. Yeah, I always feel like something is wrong with me
    too. /: I hope you get your snoring fixed! That sounds kind of
    scary. — Eh, I know! I wish time was longer. Maybe it will be
    someday? I doubt it; I think days have actually gotten shorter. SO
    TRUE! The past year has just flown by. Maybe it’s because I’m
    starting high school and what not but really? I feel like I’ll be
    in college by the end of the week. D: Giving back isn’t limited
    only to your community but also to the world! But I understand what
    you mean.

  2. February 1, 2011 / 3:51 am

    There’s a wp mobile theme? Ooo….

    Wow. You have a university shirt, I didn’t buy the shirt of my university since it’s kind of expensive for the quality.

  3. February 1, 2011 / 4:53 pm

    I feel the same way! I hadn’t blogged in about a week and I was missing it, but I couldn’t find the time with school and stuff. But, good to be back. (:

    Meeting up with old friends is fun. I’ve only done it like once, but it’s always fun to reminisce. and that bracelet is cute!

    ๐Ÿ™ That’s horrible that you were bullied because of your alopecia. Ugh, people these days! It’s great that you felt comfortable enough to tell Rob about it, and that he was concerned about it. I recently had a sort of similar conversation with Andrew about something personal in my life, and it was great just to have him listen and understand. <3

    also, how did you presentation go? Or did you have it yet? I just remember you talking about it and kind of worrying. ;3

  4. February 1, 2011 / 10:45 pm

    It’s awful that you were bullied about something you have
    no control over! I am sometimes disgusted at what people do these
    days! But he sounds nice, and he’s right! from what I’ve seen and
    read, you seem to be an amazing peson! If you ever need a stranger
    to talk – i’m here! I’ve actually fallen into a semi-depressed
    state because of my family – they are full of so much drama and the
    likes, that it just pissed me off 24/7 but hey, what’s a girl to do
    right?

  5. February 2, 2011 / 12:03 pm

    Wow five years is ages. I wouldn’t know what to talk about
    after five years. Geez people can be jerks can’t they? I hope
    things go well at the doctors appointment. My boyfriend is a bad
    snorer too, and it sounds like he can’t breath, or struggles to
    breath. But, his too stubborn to get it checked out, so meanwhile
    I’m stuck with ear buds in my ears every night. :p

  6. February 2, 2011 / 7:37 pm

    I feel the same, I haven’t blogged in 3 days but it feels
    like 3 years and .. Yeah, lol. Wow! 5 years?? That’s a hella long
    time! It’s good you met up though and got to see her again after
    all them years!! ๐Ÿ˜› That was mean. I hate bullies. Horrid jealous
    people. Aww, it’s good you talked about it to Rob to get it off
    your chest, it’s really sweet how he listened and didn’t judge you
    or anything. I wish to have someone like that in the future. :3 I
    love the shirt girllll!!

  7. February 3, 2011 / 2:18 am

    This is so cute. Getting back with old friends and then
    getting nostalgic. It makes you sad and happy at the same time.
    Aww.. Rob is soo cute. We often have things like these that had
    traumatized us in primary school. I don’t eat much healthy food so
    there was lack of vitamins in my body which affected my skin. There
    was acne and stuff, and for a while before I consulted a doctor,
    children used to tease me a lot. I know how it feels. *Hugs* Good
    luck with the doctor’s trip. ๐Ÿ™‚

  8. February 4, 2011 / 6:26 pm

    I love meeting up with friends that I haven’t seen for ages! It’s like a reminder of old times. The only bummer about it is that people don’t really like how I’ve changed, but I guess that means that we weren’t meant to last forever.
    I’m sorry about your hair… I didn’t like to brush my hair when I was little and got picked on for that, even though it was something I could help. I really hate it when people are picked on for how they dress or look. That’s terrible that that girl would pick on you. I’d want to punch her :P.
    My health hasn’t been too good recently, either, but I have the opposite problem; I breathe through my mouth instead of my nose. It leads to strep throat a lot, though 0_0.

    Panicky is a bit peevy 0_0 Oh, I’m sorry that happened. Hackers are a pain >_>.

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